Okay, so I finally made up my mind. 

I'll be blogging at Deeply Shallow from now on. Well, not really exactly 'now on' as if it were a new blog or something because it's been around for a while too, but I won't be blogging here anymore. I kind of just hung on because I have a lot of stuff stuck on to this blog, like payperpost and all that, but I think I'm giving up on that for now.

#FridayFlash will be up there in a bit! 

I'll miss tabulas, and I won't be shutting this down just yet (probably won't until the servers say I'm inactive and delete it on their own) because I kind of like having my archive here. 

Since pay per post still likes this site (more than the blogspot) I may be posting occasionally here. On random stuff, or at least crossposting. But most of the stuff will be on blogspot. (Does anyone read this anymore? And yet, I get a majority of my referrals from this site... It's confusing.)

At any rate, in case you were interested, Ticketamerica.com has tickets for the Calgary Flames as well as the Scotiabank Saddledome arena and all your NHL tickets.

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Done with several project dance posts, scheduled for the rest of the week. Maybe I should have spread them out a bit more. Thinking of working on another, but am getting a little unmotivated at this late hour.

Also done with 2K words on the anywhen. Was hoping for a little more, but... the posts took quite a lot of time.

Packing has started with the preliminary step of opening the bag. I should probably wander off to do a little more of that right now.

Good night. 

I was going to do a post on my temperament and how that has changed over the years, only I can't remember when I last blogged about it and I'm not in the least inclined to go through all my archives to find it again. (You could if you're free enough).

The only thing that seems clear is that my work is actually making more choleric because my choleric & phlegmatic scores are about equal now. I mean, either that or my melancholic-ness is getting even stronger, because it's very high now. (Mel: 24, Chol & pleg: 7, San: 2) Interestingly, I tried it again, changing some answers that I was very ambivalent on and I actually moved over from a mel-phleg (that I remember I was) to a mel-chol. Which is strange because I don't think I'm driven enough to be choleric. (My sanguine-ness dropped to 0, ouch). 

And now I'm too lethargic to get around to posting up what a being mel-phleg means, because you can google it anyway. I still think I'm more mel-phleg than mel-chol. 

But! Whilst on holiday! I'm sitting on my butt all day! Hahahahahaa. Well, actually, I did go for an *ahem* walk this morning. Which only included 3 of my normal 5 rounds because... dad was hungry. 

And to counter my basic laziness, these are the goals for today, because posting it up (even if no one reads it) may provide the stimulus necessary to actually get some things done:

• Write article for PCC booklet (before Gabe/Benice kills me... wait... they aren't even chasing but she said June, right? June?)
• Work on Project Dance Penang blog (Sorry Grace... I know I'm procrastinating so much)
• um. check work e-mails (and remember to turn on my OOF!!!)
• start packing. For Singapore and KL. 
• Get in another 2K words for anywhen. I'm only 2% there... (And maybe think of an actual title)

OKAY! 

So I am finally making myself blog something after sitting in front of the computer for about two hours doing absolutely... nothing worthwhile. Okay, so I fiddled around on facebook (massive time waster), browsed through some e-mails (ARGH I HAVE EMAILS TO WRITE!) and basically sat around reading random online articles. I promised myself I would do a blog post or two by tonight, as well as look at stuff that was supposed to be done last month. Ergh. I owe too many people too many things and I was supposed to catch up on them during my break... except. You know, when you're on break, you don't actually DO anything. 

During these two days I have accomplished the following:

• bought clothes. (blouse for Shari's wedding, dress for YM's wedding...OH SHUCKS... what am I wearing for Aaron's wedding?)
• picked up my prize from Nando's (Canon Ixus 105. Have not done anything other than take a preliminary look at the thing)
• Wrote 2K odd words for my long abandoned anywhen novel (no, not even last year's nano, but something older than that) only because I've been thinking out plot ideas for so long that if I don't get it down anytime soon, I'll forget. And anyway, everytime I actually WRITE it out, it changes so I don't know why I bother, but I did. I should brain tape myself to ease this writing process. Urgh.
• Had a facial. After like SO many years that they kind of. threw away my card. Or something.
• Cut my hair. woots. hairlessssss
• Slept. A lot. 
• Kind of almost swallowed a bug. In my tea. 
• FINISHED MOCKINGJAY. (AAARRRGGHHH Suzanne Collins! What did you do to Peeta!?)

I seem to be having some trouble with the commenting function. Apparently, tabulas has deleted some of the previous comments (I don't know why. I didn't do it. It just disappeared) and apparently there now is some kind of verification thing (?) which doesn't appear? (Did it use to? I don't think so) But I don't know how to change that because I can't find any settings anywhere. I know I've enabled guest and anonymous comments so THAT shouldn't be the problem. 

Maybe it's time to move. I just might merge this with my blogger to make things simpler, or I might give wordpress a chance. I'm also toying with the idea that it might be time to get my own domain and fix it up properly for all my miscellaneous interests/projects. You know, an actual website with a blog, rather than just a... blog with miscellaneous links. I don't know yet. 

It will be sad to move. I've been here for many years. It's just... not getting any easier. 

It's becoming increasingly hard to get anything done over the weekend these past few weeks. That could be due to a number of things, one of which would be the influx of new books, which always makes me realise that I still have another 2.5 shelves of unread books to make a dent in. This is not counting the few reference books (mainly drama-related) that I haven't touched yet for lack of time. The other reason might possibly be the feeling of lethargy that settles over one when you realise it's mid-May and things are supposed to be slowing down at work (though it isn't really, yet.) 

Ah, as long as no one is actually calling me, I guess it's not that urgent. Yet. 

There's a song that reflects this pretty well, though there ARE some parts in it that are... erm. not very delicate. Okay, maybe offensive. To me.  So I'll just give you the lyrics for the first verse. Which is basically the only part of the song I like. You can google the rest of it if you're curious enough.

Today I don't feel like doing anything
I just wanna lay in my bed
Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone
'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

Ah. But I did do one thing productive today. Which was take a run (more like a walk and a pant) at the Botanical Gardens and further remind myself how out of shape I am. 

Not that I was ever in shape. 

I suppose the second productive thing I did (am doing?) today was (is?) write this post. 

Because the sole reason of this post (besides telling the world what a bum I am) is to tell you about Project Dance Penang and how you can help... and because I am the laziest person in the world, I'm just going to direct you to other blog posts! Yay! How does that sound? Hehe...

To find out more about Project Dance, click here and here.

To find out how you can contribute to Project Dance in Penang, click here. 

To register for Project Dance Penang, click here. (You can fill up the form and pay online, or you can print out the PDF form and pass it to me.)

This is the first time Project Dance is coming to Malaysia... and it's going to be in PENANG (eat your hearts out, KL-ites, it's about time you realised you're not the centre of Malaysia). 

In a nutshell (for the even-lazier-than-me-people who are NOT going to click) Project Dance is:

• A 3-day dance conference involving networking, masterclasses, inspirational meeting, dance concert and the inevitable makan. (Okay, probably more than 1 makan... but you get the point)
• Going to be in Penang (I've said that before, I think)
• On Dec 9 - 11, 2011 (REMEMBER THESE DATESSSSS. Okay, will stop yelling now)
• For anyone who seeks to perform with integrity to inspire. Not sure what that means? Come and find out.
• Seeking to communicate a message of hope and healing through the language of dance
• For you, whether you are an amateur, a beginner, a pro, or... a not-very-sure-where-you-are person like me. 
• going to cost you USD80 (approx RM240) so you better start saving now.