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POSTED AT 10:07 PM

natanna

Some adults have no tact. Yes, I know I've put on weight but you don't need to comment on it. Can't we leave it at "Hi, how are you, I'm fine, thank you?"

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I don't know why she told me or asked for my advice. It's not as if I have much to give, only what I have learnt by rote. Maybe because I'm far removed and even if I break my promise there is no one to tell it to.

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But I need to pause, slow down and digest.

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I think I need short-term projects. Long-term ones tend to grate on the nerves after a while when the novelty is gone. Sheer force of will is needed to carry on.

Or maybe I have tired of acting.

 

 

winner!
POSTED AT 01:03 AM

natanna

At this point of time, all I can say is...

I finally done it! Good night.

there was this...
POSTED AT 06:35 PM

natanna

And then there's this...

I'm surprised. But the second two is based on the different ways that I write. So how I write and the way I function show totally different aspects of me. Hmm.

Was reading what an ISTJ is here, and this part perfectly describes... why after every event I go "I don't ever want to do this again."

Under stress, ISTJs may fall into "catastrophe mode", where they see nothing but all of the possibilities of what could go wrong. They will berate themselves for things which they should have done differently, or duties which they failed to perform. They will lose their ability to see things calmly and reasonably, and will depress themselves with their visions of doom.

Don't ask me why I then go back and do another event all over again. I don't know why.

Listening to: airone online radio

I forget...
POSTED AT 06:45 PM

natanna

I remembered that I wanted to do some shameless promotion, but I forgot what it was I wanted to promote. I get that way nowadays. Yeesh, you'd think I was fifty.

But anyways, since I'm here again... check out INDIEGOAT.

Em. Oh yea, I also wanted to ask... who wants to go Jazz Fest with me?

Dec 6 - 7 (Sat and Sun night) from 6.30pm to 11pm, and as my bro says "You have to go, Steve Hackett is playing!" (not that I have a clue who Steve Hackett is...) But yes. It's RM53 per night I think. Not sure if they have a double night discount.

I think I will make it count as my TGIO party, even if I celebrate it alone.

 

Edit: Steve Hacket = former Genesis player. Not that it means a lot to noob brain like me. TGIO party = Thank God It's Over party, traditional post NaNoWriMo celebration; Malaysian edition being celebrated somewhere in KL on a 5th Dec, a Friday, without me.

Productive.
POSTED AT 05:06 PM

natanna

Am staying on top of the wordcount. Yay.

Bought 3/4 of the Christmas presents allocated.

Changed my watch battery.

Got my car washed.

Mmm.

ooh.
POSTED AT 07:30 PM

natanna

I realise I have been neglecting this page.

Haha.

Sorry, you'll just have to brazen it out until the end of November, or pray that I finish very, very early. At the moment, I'm on a roll and reaching 33 THOUSAND words... but with 17 thousand more. Sigh!

Well... have fun.

Oh, and my car's fixed =)

And Nov 16th's over.

*sigh of relief*

robocar
POSTED AT 11:07 PM

natanna

So this guy decided to take a nap while driving and I end up with a Robocar. Actually, my dad's been driving the Robocar. I've been using Old Faithful and remembering again how small and light and heavy it is. Conflicting? No power steering. Turning the wheels are such a pain. And I really don't remember how rickety it sounds when you go fast. Maybe I am too used to my newish car.

Preliminary view of damage:

And then after the trip to the mechanic's, Robocar appeared!

They had to pull of the bumper, but couldn't replace it as the spares hadn't arrived and my dad couldn't leave the car there because he needed it to get around.

Oh well.

Sigh.