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Entries for September, 2006

September 1st, 2006

tiredz
POSTED AT 11:03 PM

I've been so tired lately.

Managed to catch up with Phui Yee on Wednesday at the Solid Rock Cafe. *huggles Phui Yee*

Thursday I had lunch with grandparents... then watched DBD with Yuin. Hahah. SHY weh. I mean... hahah.

Uh. What else have I done?

Oh, I went for a stock take on Wednesday.

That's all. In the boring life of Anna. Haha.

I'm actually very tired. I don't know why. Just so... sleepy. 

Oh dear. I nearly forgot.

Happy Merdeka. May we never forget.


Listening to: Adam Watts


September 3rd, 2006

conversations
POSTED AT 03:21 PM

You learn new things every day. Haha.

Friday's conversation:

Colleague: Eh, you're wearing a ring... Who gave you? Your boyfriend?

Me: No ah... I buy myself one...

Col:  Then why you wear on your right hand? That one not engaged meh?

Me: Huh?? I thought engaged & married is left hand mah. So wear on the right lor.

Col: No lah... On left hand is for the guys... girls wear on the right one..

Me: Really ah? Is this tradition?

Col: Ya.

Me: Oh, Chinese tradition is it?

Col: Ya. You dunno meh?

Me: Err... Dunno wor. Never mind la. I'm engaged. To myself. Haha.

Saturday's conversation:

HJ: My friend made 20 - 25 USD per month with Google Ad-Sense.

Me: Just by putting it on his blog?

HJ: Yes.

Me: ... Then I might as well put also lah. 

---

I'm thinking of clearing out my bookshelf. Will probably take some old unwanted books (probably relatively few) and some unlistened-to CDs and sell it off in church to raise funds for the lift. Anyone wants to join me?

 



September 4th, 2006

awwwsss
POSTED AT 11:07 PM

Crocodile Hunter's gone! He was, y'know, entertaining. Awww.

--- 

I pass by the NSTP building everyday. And just today, I had this thought: I wonder what it would be like to work there?

Sigh.

Just another muse. Should I have gone into journalism? Or at least some writing major? Hm.

 


Reading: The Harmony Silk Factory - Tash Aw
Listening to: David Gomes & Junji Delfino


September 6th, 2006

grumpy
POSTED AT 08:23 PM

My eyes hurt.

Anyone interested in this?

footstool flyer



September 7th, 2006

ashes
POSTED AT 11:29 PM

I haven't been fireplace-ing for a few reasons:

  • adjustment curve - getting used to work.
  • distraction - trying to finish off that last novel
  • pure laziness

Therefore, a few things have happened:

  • stagnation - not seeking Him as deeply as I should be
  • unmotivated - to read my Bible
  • not concretised - all the things I have learnt and have been learning recently are still stuck in the "processing" stage and have not been affirmed, set down, concretised, so that it can be followed, pursued

Things must and will change.

I have said a lot of things, I have promised myself and God a lot of things. And I intend to fulfil them although it may not be as quickly or easily as I thought it would be.  

I also know I have said this before. 

So I will try, and try again.

Until I can say with true sincerity, "God, I surrender to you over and over again, each and every day."

thought of the day:

There is no worship without sacrifice. What have you sacrificed today? 



September 8th, 2006

potc2
POSTED AT 10:18 PM in thoughts

I was reading Jasmine's newsletter about her upcoming missions trip to Cambodia, and thinking, "wow, she's really getting what she wanted."

Then this thought came... "How come everyone gets what he/she wants... except me?"

And that recurring thought made its appearance again... "that's because you don't know what you want."

I feel like Captain Jack Sparrow in Pirates of the Carribean 2. Y'know, you have the compass that will lead you to your desires, but you don't know what you really really want. I mean, you do sort of know what you want. But you're not really sure.

Need to stop drifting. Haha. 


Listening to: my brother making noise on the guitar


September 11th, 2006

Riz
POSTED AT 11:21 PM

I have Riz sitting by my pillow. He's so cute. But he doesn't really smell like coffee anymore. I remember the first few weeks when I had him by my pillow, I'd smell coffee as I fell asleep. It's not like I drink coffee, but I still like the smell. But then again, it's good that the smell is not so strong, because I think it was the smell of coffee that kept me thinking deep into the night when I should have fallen asleep already. Haha. (It's just a guess, it could've been the tea or anything else. But I think I'm quite immune to tea.)

I started a story once. It never got more than a paragraph. It always started like this:

His name was Riz and he had almond eyes. I used to trace his sharp features in his sleep. The darkness engulfed us. Darkness was home.

It never got any further than that, because all I really liked was the first line, "His name was Riz, and he had almond eyes."

And so,

His name was Riz and he had almond eyes. I used to trace his sharp features with my eyes. His name was Riz, and he had a crooked smile. I used to wonder if he was smiling for me. His name was Riz, and he is no more. I have said my goodbyes. I cannot hold what is not mine.

Maybe there will be more Riz paragraphs in the future, but for now,

His name is Riz, and he sits by my pillow. He smells of coffee and love.

Good night.


Listening to: holy is the Lord - passion worship band


September 12th, 2006

and...
POSTED AT 08:34 PM

this is Riz:

riz

Teehee. 

*biggie smiles* 



September 12th, 2006

backlogged pictures (haha)
POSTED AT 11:44 PM


Bless the Filipinos service!

she wears a flag

She wears a flag.

The events... 

danceweird gamefashion line up

more pretty ladiesmore dancersand more dancers

singerbassistsingerss

more singers

Always at work...

seng

People! 

eelaine, sharonbaby!!!unc why hoong, by request

 

Other kids:

onetwo!

Ah, food.

linesand food

Peekaboo!

eyes


Listening to: chasing cars - snow patrol


September 14th, 2006

Snippets
POSTED AT 11:22 PM in thoughts

-start snippet- 

natz says:  ooh, you're doing purpose-driven life there?
[a] says:    yeah..
[a] says:    final week this Saturday
natz says:  haha.. it's so long since i've read it... i think i should read it again...
[a] says:    yeah, it's good stuff!
natz says:  trying to get through 'drawing near' by john bevere first
natz says:  the irony is i can get through something like a novel in 1 - 3 days... but i take ages to read anything remotely 'spiritual' in topic. haha
[a] says:    haha..
[a] says:    why do you think that's so?
natz says:  it's called "i'm still running away"
[a] says:    right....
[a] says:    stop running
natz says:  haha. thank you.

-end snippet-

thought for the day

Serving and getting busy in ministry in church doesn't necessarily equate to being close to God.

No? 

I've gotten the "serving" and the "busy". Now, to work on the "close". 

p/s Phil: the harmony silk factory is quite interesting... but a bit weird.. haven't finished it yet though


Reading: harmony silk factory - tash aw
Listening to: elixir - fourplay


September 16th, 2006

i love this song
POSTED AT 01:49 PM

"For My Love"

bethany dillon

Walk towards me
I want to hear
The heavens singing over you
When you breathe
And look at me
I want to be captured by you

Gaze into my eyes
And let me know you’d fight
Thousands, for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Just ask me for my love

I want to hide
What’s deep in my eyes
I’m scared to be known by you
But when I turn my head
And see you there
I want to be pursued

Gaze into my eyes
And let me know you’d fight
Thousands, for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Just ask me for my love

A dream I won’t wake from
A story that will never end
The ground your feet walk on
Let me be there, let me be there

Gaze into my eyes
Let me know you’d fight
Thousands, for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Just ask me for my love

Gaze into my eyes
Let me know you’d fight
Thousands, for my love
Slip your hand in mine
Ask me to dance with you tonight
Ask me for my love

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As you can see, I'm lazy to blog... again. Haha. But this is a very very nice song. *swoons*

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Update, update?

Nothing much happening in my life. As of now.

Just the daily grind of trying to move my big fat butt. 



September 18th, 2006

a cow-ful day
POSTED AT 10:52 PM

From A Word A Day:

The illustrator and humorist Gelett Burgess (1866-1951) once wrote a poem called The Purple Cow:

  I never saw a purple cow,
  I never hope to see one;
  But I can tell you, anyhow,
  I'd rather see than be one.

The poem became so popular and he became so closely linked with this single quatrain he later wrote a palinode:

 Confession: and a Portrait, Too,
 Upon a Background that I Rue!

  Oh, yes, I wrote 'The Purple Cow,'
  I'm sorry now I wrote it!
  But I can tell you anyhow,
  I'll kill you if you quote it."

---

Anyways, first I heard a car honking out the window. Then I saw a cow out the window, happily munching grass on the uh, whatever-you-call-it (the thing by the side of the road. haha) And then I saw another cow, right in the middle of the road. And then there was a third cow, walking into the scene.

Minutes later, they were all gone.

Minutes later again, there was a whole... herd. Walking past. Out my window.

Cows.

Hah. 



September 21st, 2006


POSTED AT 10:49 PM

We had a minor crisis today.

First of all, Pei Ling messages me, and asks if the Lim Sze Jian reported in the news as being in coma was the Lim Tze Jian from our college who was part of our R.age team (and CF, the last year) Knowing how *ahem* susceptible the news is to typos, and wrong facts, we started panicking. The details checked out (almost). Name: sounds similar, could be a spelling mistake. Studying: Accounting at UTAR, yup. Family: stays in Wangsa Maju area - well, thereabouts, I don't know exactly where, but somewhere there. Age: some slight discrepancy. 1 year diff. Hm.

I call Solo during lunch and he's not sure. So I try calling Tze Jian's number. He DOESN'T answer. Hmmmmmmm... *Remembers that he used to be in Jong Chern's church*

I call Jong Chern, and he checks back later to say that IT'S NOT HIM.

*phew*

All the same, oh dear. That's another robbery at the Wangsa Maju LRT, and if the poor guy dies, it will all be the fault of the robber.

These guys are terrible. 


Reading: barracuda - final bearing (michael dimercurio)
Listening to: brian littrell :)


September 23rd, 2006

lyrics
POSTED AT 05:13 PM

Most interesting lyrics of the week:

My name is Senor Valasco
I drink my milk with tobasco
The Light - Spock's Beard

I am the catfish man
I can't hear you
The Light - Spock's Beard

Why d'ya sing hallelujah
If it means nothin' to ya
Delicate - Damien Rice

I look to my eskimo friend
When I'm down down down
Eskimo - Damien Rice

0.o

Mmph. *giggle*



September 23rd, 2006

utter brainlessness
POSTED AT 11:52 PM

I went to church today in my nice kurta, my almost-new slacks... and BRIGHT YELLOW FLIP-FLOPS.

Because I somehow FORGOT that I was supposed to wear the heels that were right beside my flip-flops.

Because I was so used to wearing my yellow slippers.

Because I had gotten used to driving in my slippers and changing shoes before I leave the car.

Because I FORGOT that I didn't put my heels in the car.

>.<

I'm so... brilliant.

Happy birthday, me. 

[also, happy birthday Varsha & Elizabeth (23 Sept) and happy birthday Deanny & Kelvin (24 Sept)]



September 27th, 2006

0.o
POSTED AT 11:35 PM

A: Eh, how come you're not eating the curry mee? It's very nice!

Me: Uhm... I don't eat curry mee.

B: If you don't eat curry mee, you can eat curry mee hoon what.

Me: o.O haha? 

--- 

The thing with my colleagues is that they are mostly Chinese-ed. Especially B. He asks the weirdest questions. If it had been anyone else (eg: Josh / Fran / Tim / etc) I would have gone "haha, so lame." Or something to that effect. The problem was, I couldn't exactly laugh at him, when he said it SO sincerely.

As I commented to another colleague, my spoken English is really going down the drain. What with 4 years at TARC, and now a majority Chinese-speaking office (among the audit teams, anyway). Thankfully, the Managers and Partners speak to you in English! Acting blur with fellow juniors and some seniors who know I don't speak Chinese is okay. Acting blur with a Manager / Partner would be... uhm... near suicide?

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i. have. to. study.

Someone be my cheerleader / pom-pom swinger? Hahaha. 

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Argh. There's something wrong with my date settings. In the control panel it shows the right time (eg: 11.42 pm now) but when I post it, the date comes out at... dunno what time. GMT time? or something. How to fix?!?!


Reading: Eldest - Christopher Paolini
Listening to: Mighty is the Power of the Cross - Chris Tomlin


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