UPSETNESS
POSTED AT 09:38 PM

natanna

THE MIA PALENCIA ROADSHOW HAS BEEN POSTPONED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE.

*grouse*

And I'm stuck in Kampar with minimal internet connection.

*grumps*

i wish
POSTED AT 05:15 PM in thoughts

natanna

I wish I could be rational enough to take it as it is and brush it aside.

I wish I could be emotional enough to cry my heart out and feel happier tomorrow morning.

I wish I could be strong enough to let it go and not let it bother me.

I wish I could be weak enough to cry for help and wait for rescue.

But I am cold and frigid, a vacuum, an insularity. And everything I feel is locked inside while everything else falls apart.

Ashes. Because nothing has changed, since then 'til now. Just when I thought this would be different. How much more must I break?

Maybe I make too much of nothing, and the words I assign don't cover the real meaning of the thing. I'd have given up on words because they mean too much and yet too little, but I know no other medium to get across all I wish to say.

I wish I could be more, and yet less.

I wish to be other than me.  

Feeling: depressive

capturing a thousand words
POSTED AT 05:08 PM

natanna

Well, some over due pictures to look at:

Song and play at the Little Penang Street Market (yonks ago)

Why you shouldn't take your work home

Reeses! *falls in love*

Snuggly passenger

What I saw the last two weeks, and will see again the next two weeks

Oh well, at least God sends rainbows.

randomness
POSTED AT 01:26 AM

natanna

if i gave you a rose
would you take it
kiss it
preserve the thought in a jar?

if i gave you a kiss
would you save it
love it
and keep my heart in yours?

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should stop searching
for something not there
should stop longing
for something not here
but if you are where you said you'd be
why haven't i found you yet?

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when will the memories be something other than bitter?

tomorrow!
POSTED AT 07:04 PM

natanna

 

U-huh u-huh.

*squeals in excitement*

On a random aside, I'm apparently getting more giggly. As in, Edmund was saying that he could hear us giggle from the other room. Shoot. I never thought I'd see the day that I'd be described as "giggling". =/

It's all Yik Phing's fault. Absolutely. Nothing to do with me.

Heh.

Beauty and the Beast: the Broadway Musical
POSTED AT 11:10 PM

natanna

It's impossible to decide where I want to start.

Therefore (there's a reason what it's there for hahaha) I shall plunge right in. 

The musical was awesome. Wait, that doesn't sound quite right.

The musical was awesome!! 

I liked the way they played with the gauzy screen (I don't know what it's called), layering so that the background is projected on the screen, and the minimal lights behind make it so that you can see the action happening. Haha. Like shadow play, but not quite. The props were cool: it was amusing, but a little distracting to see the tables and chairs, or additional houses / well and all that rolling in and out apparently of their own steam. Still wondering how the beast changed into a man! Haha... well, there was a technical error, and I was speculating on the possibility of the poor actor being strung up and stuck on the ropes used to swing him round and round, but well... they got it fixed and it was... magical.

It was probably a bad run for them, due to the fact that Madame de la Grande Bouche had to be replaced by her understudy, followed by that technical error. But the crowd was fairly civilised and started clapping when they got things started again.

Over all, good good good! Almost makes me want to be on stage again. (Hah, I make it sound as if I used to be some big-time actress.)

On the trip to KL...

It was good to see Wen Ping again... it was also good to lunch with Rowen and Simeon... And I will smack Samuel for disappearing... grr. Oh well, you're straddled with Paolo's EP now and it's all your fault.

Nice to randomly smack into Felix (the blur look was me wondering if it was you, or if it was someone else. Haha). Just sorry I couldn't lunch with Wai Nyan and Fay too because of their meeting. (Wai Nyan, I want updates on that feature film thing *grin*)

Uh, what else?

Oh yeah. Ps Gary Rucci from Edge spoke. And he used the same Acts 17 passage that Jack Harris used a few weeks ago (Jack focused on 17:6). And I'm wondering, my world is turning upside down. But for what reason?

*looks up suspiciously*

Are you trying to drive something into my thick skull?

Feeling: satisfied