random randoms
POSTED AT 11:16 PM

natanna

So I think I have reached a plateau, sort of. Yay. Now I can go crazy. In a good way.

Riz talked about spotlights, and I agree - it's all too true. The muse agrees as well, as far as I can tell - the reason why he's moved. And I guess why I am too. Going. to. Some where.

That earlier bit almost rhymed, but not quite. But anyway, late in life is always much worse than early. Though early has its cons too. It's like Ben said - I have a phobia of the spot, I do.

I'm having to upload pics to facebook in batches of 3, I don't know why. Anything more than that and the upload fails. This sucks. At least I didn't take a lot of pictures. But I am waiting for pictures from resident photographers Hwok Lok, PG, Jee Seng and Leo as well as Rayz and Edrian. Uhm. Or I should just start surfing facebook more.

I forgot what... oh, yes.

I went for auditions. Yay. Scary. Sigh. So waiting now. Wait wait wait. But it was only readings, and not really like an audition-audition that I thought it might have been. Random moral support available and I'm happy we're talking but he's still an irresponsible idiot. Ok. I give up being upset.

Waiting is freaky. I am waiting on KL. Yes I am. I will be waiting on Aus too. If I get round to doing something about it. And I am still waiting for pictures to upload on facebook.

I wish everything would just stop being so fuzzy. It's like fuzzy logic, but no. It's confuzzlement. And butterflies. And tenterhooks. It's not being able to make longer term decisions because everything is hanging on the answer of everything else. And not being willing (or able) to tell, because I just don't know. Like, really.

And acute confuzzlement is rejecting the bedding place already booked in PJ for a hot house in Shah Alam, to find out that the sleeping bag provider is still in Malacca and then trying to remedy this by splitting up and asking for a place for three to stay in Sungai Buloh whilst the driver goes off to Cheras only to let that go because the girlfriend's mom said that there's enough bunkable space for four in Cheras.

Also: leaving at 2.30ish from KL and having dinner in Penang at 8.30, delay due to being stuck for an hour plus on the AutoCity - Bridge stretch versus having already reached Tapah thereabouts at 2.30ish and still being on the ferry at 9ish. That's crazy.

Okay. This is a crazy long post.

But I guess I have to make up for lost time.

awesomeness
POSTED AT 12:16 PM

natanna

I watched Broadway Parodies Lagi Lah! yesterday and it was AWESOME! We were in stitches the whole way through.

I think Tabby's really good. I mean like really really. One of the guys was really good too.

Oh. And with second audition on Wednesday and TARC CF meet up on Thursday, next week looks happy. =)

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I should stop with the awesome stuff above, but I thought I'd just put in a random aside. It's still awesome... about chilli. (eating chilli with chilli on top? haha)

I realised (not too long ago) that I started eating chilli while in KL. I didn't use to eat so much chilli before. Until I studied in KL for 2 years and found everything a little too bland. Now I am a full blown chilli lover. Especially CILI PADI and SAMBAL BELACHAN. Mm yum!

stronger than you
POSTED AT 01:31 PM

natanna

So it's under the radar
And over my head
It's Friday night over
And a morning in bed

It's words that ain't flowing
But randomly said
It's a day that is snowing
with little street cred

It's a blank page that's stuck
With words thirty-nine
That I promised with luck
Today 'fore I dine

It's promises broken
By me and to you
'Cos I said I'd have written
In a day or in two

So in word so immortal
In a line or in two
So hurt me because
I am stronger than you

hiaku:
POSTED AT 12:03 AM

natanna

Tainted by knowledge
So we obfuscate with words
All the things we know

down
POSTED AT 08:30 AM

natanna

this is a quickie because i have 1 minute before work officially starts.

My internet at home is down.

Not quite. But something to that effect because I can't log in.

So yeah. Sigh.

ooh!
POSTED AT 11:50 PM

natanna

Happy point: my internet's up again! It was the fault of Zone Alarm, this firewall system, that went crazy and BLOCKED EVERYTHING. Ooo geramnya.

I have a script to start memorising (gah, but I'm so LAZY) and an event (for the lack of a better word) to jump start as well as work to complete. Well. Work is progressing at a good pace so I'm not worried. It's just getting my bum to do the other stuff. 

And then I get scammed like so:

Khaled says:
salam...
natz says:
uh. hello
Khaled says:
hello!
natz says:
who you
Khaled says:
my name khaled
sorry i not speak english very good
hello?
natz says:
uh yea
Khaled says:
i student in malaysia
i have difficulty adapt to this country
natz says:
where did you get my add from
Khaled says:
i meet with new friend who come to play floorball in my university
his nameoliver
i not like that game. it stupid
my country we play buzkashi
natz says:
riiggght

<snippet censored>

natz says:
why noel, i didn't know you were so bloodthirsty
Khaled says:
ah, so my cover finally blown

Some people so free, neh?

Oh, and I finally found Ender's Shadow! So I have THE WHOLE SERIES! Whoop-de-whoop!

And I still have 121 unread mails in my lycos. Sigh. Which I haven't checked since like.. May? Sigh. I give up.

NaNoWriMo's starting soon..........................

on repetition...
POSTED AT 10:54 PM

natanna

I did it again. I broke the toilet flush. >.<

It's Oct 23... NaNoWriMo is around the corner, and my title for the year will be So She Said: Random Conversations. Yeah, I thought that up while driving. I think it's sad that I get the most of my ideas while either driving, or in the bathroom, where I have NO CONCEIVABLE WAY of writing them down. Sigh. I think I should buy a dictaphone. Hahah. (Does this reveal my reading material... why am I even using the word dictaphone?! Yeesh)

I was watching NCIS and I could predict part of the story. I think I have been watching too many detective shows. And I was reading Agatha Christie and I could sort of predict part of the ending. Yeah, definitely too many detective books too.

And the Ender Series is AWESOME! I think I will have to read it all again. =)

lazy bumfus
POSTED AT 06:36 PM

natanna

I am saving up words to be spewed during NaNoWriMo.

I think.

Or maybe I just think I am saving up words, but I am just lazy.

Or to immortalize it in the words of ah ben-ben when I told him I'd be late because my bum was lazy, "as long as your bum arrives........" you should be happy lah.

Anyways, updates!

The Journey: Quarter life crisis

Plans are progressing and we had our first practice today! Still looking for more people to be involved, so if you're free on 16 November (Sunday) and able to make your way down to Sungai Petani (we will be doing car-pool arrangements), we are still in need of the following:

• Drummer
• Backup singer(s)
• "Kelefeh" (extras for the drama, i.e. stand there and clap... cheer... etc.)
• Ushers
• Guitarist
• Media peeps.

and i need to go out again so i will continue this post later.

Ciao

 

 

*wiggles*
POSTED AT 12:08 AM

natanna

Okay, so I'm gearing up for NaNoWriMo! Woo hoo! The widgets are fun and the icons are cool. Yay, I think I'm going crazy over the nonessentials. Haha. But Saturday!

Soooo many nice icons!

Okay.

Sleep.

One more day as of this word. Haha.